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Chapter 1: Chloe’s sobbing filled the small room.
Nobody moved.
Chloe’s sobbing filled the small room. The paper on the exam table crackled under my knee. The monitor on the wall beeped her heart rate. One forty-two. Too fast for a sleeping child. About right for a terrified one.
I looked at Gertrude.
She was standing just inside the door in her long gray wool coat. Her purse was hooked over her forearm. Her car keys were still clenched in her right hand. Her face was the color of paper.
-No.
-Cassandra.
-No. She’s getting the X-ray.
-You are overreacting. You are frightening the child.
-I’m not the one she’s frightened of.
The words came out of me flat and quiet. I didn’t plan them. They were simply true, and they were in the room before I could stop them.
Gertrude’s mouth opened. Closed.
Dr. Hayes stood up slowly from his stool. He was a tall man, maybe fifty, with gray at his temples and reading glasses pushed up on his head. He didn’t raise his voice.
-Ma’am, are you the child’s legal guardian?
-I am her grandmother.
-Are you her legal guardian?
-I am family.
-Then I’m going to ask you to step outside.
-I drove them here. I have every right—
-You have no right to make medical decisions for this child. Her mother is here. Her mother has consented to imaging. Please step outside.
Gertrude didn’t move.
She looked at Chloe’s back again. The bruises. The red, swollen lump under the shoulder blade.
Something passed over her face. Fast. I had seen that expression before, in a different life. On the faces of men at a gate checkpoint in Kandahar when the dog alerted on their truck.
Not guilt.
Calculation.
-Cassandra, I am telling you as Christopher’s mother. Put her coat on. We are leaving.
I kept one hand flat on Chloe’s stomach and the other cupped behind her head. She had gone silent. Rigid. Her eyes were fixed on her grandmother.
That silence was worse than the screaming.
-Dr. Hayes.
-Yes, ma’am.
-If I try to leave with her right now, against your advice, what happens?
He looked at me for a long moment. He understood exactly why I was asking.
-I’d be obligated to stop you. And I’d be obligated to call the police.
-Then call them.
Gertrude flinched as if I’d slapped her.
-You would call the police? On your own family?
-I’m not calling anyone. He is.
Dr. Hayes pressed a button on the wall. A nurse appeared in the doorway within seconds. Young. Scrubs printed with cartoon giraffes.
-Kelsey, I need security to escort this woman to the waiting area. And page social work. And I need a portable chest and scapula film in here right now. Stat.
-Yes, Doctor.
Gertrude turned on her heel. She didn’t wait for security.
-You are going to regret this, Cassandra. You have no idea what you are starting.
She walked out.
The door hissed shut behind her on its hydraulic arm.
Chloe let out a long, shaking breath. Her small body went limp against me. She buried her face in my neck and started to cry again, but differently now. Quietly. Exhausted.
-Is Grandma gone?
-She’s gone, baby.
-Is she coming back?
-Not in here. Not tonight.
-Promise?
I looked over her head at Dr. Hayes.
He held my eyes.
-I promise.
Dr. Hayes pulled his stool closer. He lowered his voice.
-Mrs. Vaughn. I’m going to ask you some questions. I’m going to ask them the same way I’d ask anyone. I want you to understand that I have to.
-I understand.
-How long has your daughter had these bruises?
-I don’t know.
He waited.
-I know how that sounds. I’ve seen her in the bath. I give her a bath every night. I haven’t seen these.
-Every night?
I stopped.
Not every night.
Two months ago, Chloe had started fighting her baths. Screaming. Kicking. Refusing to let me take off her shirt. Gertrude had said it was a phase. Toddlers go through phases. She’d offered to handle bath time on the nights I worked late. Christopher had agreed it would make things easier.
The nights I worked late were Monday, Wednesday, and Friday.
The days Gertrude babysat were Monday, Wednesday, and Friday.
-Mrs. Vaughn?
-Two months ago, she stopped letting me undress her. My mother-in-law took over baths three nights a week. On the nights I bathed her, she’d only let me wash her hair. She kept her shirt on. She said she was cold.
Dr. Hayes wrote it down.
-And you accepted that?
-I thought it was a phase. I was told it was a phase.
-By whom?
-By my mother-in-law. And my husband.
He wrote that down too.
-Who cares for her during the day?
-Preschool on Tuesdays and Thursdays. My mother-in-law on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays.